This is me and one of my closest friends. That night I was happy. Today I am not happy. Its not that I am "BooHoo" sad, or "Pissed off" mad. It is just I have no emotion. I feel nothing. And this feeling of nothingness as gotten me into a heck of a problem. When you see someone you haven't seen in a while, you are suppose to be happy. Well if you can guess where I am going, I felt nothing when I saw her. Of course she didn't know that because I put on my happy face. She thought I was excited to see her, my best friend. I wasn't. She basically ignored me all night, I ignored her too. She had other friends she had to hang out with. Oh and her new boyfriend, which I think is hilarious. We always told each other once we get a boyfriend it won't damper our relationship. Well...i feel damp. Plus, she didn't even tell me she had started dating him, my sister had to tell me. MY SISTER. I post something on FB about this, and of course look who sends me a text message. Miss BFF. This is what the message read: "hey! Guess what?" My answer: "You are going out with ********" Her answer: "Yep". Here is where I get into a problem..My answer "oh, weird" Her: "uhmm, ok?" Me: "i just think its weird how you can go one day not liking someone and the next you are dating." Her:"things changed".
Exactly.
Things change. Life changes. I change. You Change.
Kristen
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